Roberta Huddy

September 09, 2022

This is the best thing that I have done to remember my baby boy 💙Boo Boo💙 Looking at his picture just remembering that day when I brought that toy for him. He jumped right in and I told him Mama is gonna take a picture of you. He looked at me and just posed like that he understood what I was saying, he looks so proud in this picture,like saying "I love my new toy Mama,look at me,look at me!!". Its been over 3yrs since 💙Boo Boo💙 crossed 💙🌈🌈💙. Its been a struggle to heal and move on where I'm not breaking down. I really haven't confided in anyone though this struggle of my baby boy's passing. I try to cherish all the memories we shared together.His brother&sister Kolohe&Mahina that I got after his passing has made it more easier in other ways but they cannot replace 💙Boo Boo💙. I love them very much but my boy was taking away from too soon and lived such a short life with me that I feel guilty in not protecting him and keeping him safe like how I should have. I know that I need to not blame myself but I need to take accountability where it could have been prevented,and I'm ok with that. For me its like a step in my process to heal and know that my baby 💙Boo Boo💙 is happy,safe, running on lush green hills,having all the treats and toys with his other fur friends that 💙🌈🌈💙 and always knowing that his on his marshmallow cloud☁☁looking down saying"Mama don't be sad😢I'll be right by the gate 💙🌈🌈💙when we meet again💙😺💙. I know when we meet again he"'ll be exactly the same as when he left me🐾🐈🐾Thank you cats protection and staff for letting me remember and cherish my baby boy💙Boo Boo💙 this is another step in my path to heal. Sincerely,Roberta Huddy Honolulu,Hawaii